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Sunday, September 19, 2010

Memory II: Ana

Ana is a bitch. Ana treats people badly, pretends to forget their names and calls them by names. Ana never asks for a favor, she always orders people what to do, even if they are not really obliged to do what she says.
When Ana recognizes something that bothers someone, she does it as often as she can and enjoys having that power of annoying people. Ana is cruel, she is not good.
Ana gets out of control and then shouts and insults without caution. She looses control easily. Sometimes Ana becomes crazy and very aggressive, immediately afterwards she behaves like a sweet child, forgetting everything she just did and expecting one to forget it as fast as she did as well. She never apologizes for what she does; apparently Ana does not know what guilty is.
Ana is not too smart either; she thinks very slow and hardly understands anything complex. Ana can hardly match two sensible sentences together. It is not easy to understand her when she speaks for the words seem to be completely disconnected. Ana does not speak any language well, not even her native one. She actually rarely speaks, since shouting is for her more fun.
Ana is not young anymore but she does not realize it. Ana dresses up as if she would be a teeny. Ana fights to get into her jeans for she cannot accept that her body has changed. Though she stands for long periods in front of the mirror, it seems that she does not percive herself properly, but the little child she once was.
Ana has hurt, insulted and despised people that I really like. Still I am not able to punish her for that. Ana is certainly a bitch, but her loneliness overwhelms me a bit, making me feel kind of mercy for her.

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